Blue Widow Chronicles

From loss to living. This is my story.

Books by Author Leila Rivers

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Reviews

“The book is well-organized and accessible, it is an eye-opening read that sheds light on an important issue. It’s highly recommended for those interested in psychology, sociology, and contemporary culture, offering valuable insights into the pervasive influence of narcissism in our lives.”

Naomi B.⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

“Each chapter tackles deep into the mechanisms of abuse and provides practical strategies for healing and fostering resilience. It encourages readers to break free from toxic patterns. Overall, this book is a valuable resource for anyone seeking to understand and overcome the scars of narcissistic relationships.”

Emily N.⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

“This book explores the impact of narcissistic abuse through generations. Using Ruth’s story, the author explains the dynamics of these relationships and the differences between types of narcissism. She describes family roles like the golden child and scapegoat to help readers understand their experiences. The author also also discusses long-term effects such as CPTSD, anxiety, and depression, and offers practical advice on setting boundaries and dealing with narcissists, highlighting the possibility of recovery for survivors. Highly recommend it!”

John S. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐\

“Rivers addresses long-term effects like CPTSD, anxiety, and depression, emphasizing survivors’ potential to reclaim their lives. Practical advice is provided for setting boundaries and managing a narcissist’s retaliation.

Overall, the book educates and empowers those affected by narcissistic abuse, fostering resilience and hope through detailed analysis and practical guidance.”

Pablo J.M.⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

“This book is exceptionally well-written, and I applaud the author for the way in which she has explained this disturbing phenomenon and its long-lasting effects. Through her own experiences, she has highlighted the infinite ways a narcissist can cause distress, but importantly shows ways to ease the suffering and be released from it. I found this very moving and powerful.”

Hannah M. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

A must-read for anyone dealing with narcissistic family dynamics. This book offers profound insights and practical strategies for breaking free from toxic patterns. Highly recommended for those seeking healing and empowerment.

Natasha L. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

About Me and My Grief Journey

My grief journey began in the Summer of 2020. I became a widow overnight. Without warning, my entire life was turned upside down, broken into pieces I didn’t know how to put back together. Writing became my anchor—my way to breathe, process, and heal, even in small, fractured moments.

After losing Eric, I was diagnosed with PTSD, complicated grief, and an anxiety disorder. For a long time, I was paralyzed by my own emotions. I traveled across the U.S. for over two years, mostly alone, learning how to carry myself through the aftermath of sudden loss.

Along the way, I found love again. Greg became an important part of my life, bringing companionship, laughter, and even new challenges. Losing him to suicide has been another unimaginable heartbreak that shapes much of what I write here. Through it all, my emotional support animals —Odin (dog) and Freija (cat)— keep me grounded and remind me there is still love, life, and care to give.

I moved and now reside in Chicago, Illinois. This city, this home, is my space to rebuild, to grieve, and to explore who I am beyond loss.

What you will find here

This blog started as a place to house my writing. Over time, it’s become much more. Here, I reflect on grief, healing, and the messy, beautiful, often difficult journey of life after sudden loss. I write about my day-to-day experiences, the struggles and triumphs with my diagnoses, and anything else that captures my heart and attention.

My journey on podcasts

Many of my articles are available in podcast form on Spotify and Amazon Music. I welcome your comments—I love feedback. Let’s share this journey together, and maybe find adventure along the way.

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